i don’t trust anyone anymore
all of you will abuse me
all of you are all big jokes
mo one can save from abuse
it’s all a lie
you’re all a lie
no on can save me now
you’re all a lie
i hate people
and I hate all of you
i hate all of you
and one day i’ll make all of you pay
i’ll make sure that all of you will pay
i’ll get my revenge
I make sure all of you will feel wrath
it’s the last thing i’ll do
even if it kills me
I swear on my life that i be there to see you all pay
and i’ll send you all to hell
no one can stop me from being alone
I plan on being alone away from all fo you for the rest of my life
you all disgust me
no one was there to stop from my head being smashed in
and no one was there after I was being pulled by my hair and slapped over and over again
no one stopped anything
and no ever will because everyone betrays me
no one will ever be there whenever I truly needed them
and no one ever will
the only thing people do is betray me
you all are liar and traitor
as a human you’re nothing but a big joke
as a human all you are in a big disgusting vile piece of crap
there in nothing that you can do to fix this
nothing can stop what has been
nothing that you can stop what has been already done already done
there is nothing that you can do
and i am through with all of you
you all disgust me
you sickening piece of shit
it’s your own stupidity and foolishness
if you don’t know what happens to me when I have already told you
no one is ever going to touch me and hurt me again
i don’t trust anyone


i don't have that many chances of getting on deviantart...you guys should know that much
and I also know that i should really, really considering leaving and moving out as soon as possible, the reasons beings i am not going to explain hopefully you will understand and respect, all i feel that i should announce is that it's getting more hostile to live in
but that would be a biiiiiggggg understatement
i hate them, i hate every single one of them.... that is all of my family
they all are hypocrite, who live a double standard, they are so narrowed minded, and so controlling, they don't respect me, they're all are condescending, self righteous, oppressing, and abusive
or consider anything that is important to me.....and i could go on and on about how much i don't belong
and i could also say that i constantly feel threaten
but that would be another big understatement
let's just say this
you could fathom no idea about what really goes on
and out of respect leave it at that.....
and times like these i have a feeling that i should except this out of every human
that every human is going to treat me this way
then i am so much better off alone
and i really won't mind living a lifetime alone
i don't need anyone
i don't need anyone in my life
i wouldn't mind at all being a hermit
i hate all of you

in the far corners of this world
where the darkness falls as a curtain
covered in dust, cobwebs as a veil
strings in tangles, chained as well
just a worthless pawn on this stage
easy to exploit and swift to cast away

i am your puppet to control
and when you finished
leave me isolated and alone
i am the host for the leech
i am the prey on which you feed
how can you see me?
when you look right past me

burnt out is the passion that has died
the ashes of the soul inside
drown the wounded bird
the will to fly
the shackles that have me tied
is then that i realize
I’ll never be good enough

the hunger of the ghost
the empty shell the deserted abode
in the mirror, the reflection is none
on her tomb, the name is gone
with time most memories fade
if only her death wasn't yesterday

I’ll never be good enough
I’ll never rise above
get away from me
you're not helping
you're only crippling me

drowning under the sea
the tide is pulling hard, washing over me
i struggle to breath
but in these chains, the surface is hard to reach
i see death behind the lifeless eyes
closing my eyes the night welcomes me

in the shadow’s it has become clear
the serpent poison in my ears

the pack of wolves that brought down
the deer
the lies i don't want to hear
in the blame and shame i have given myself
I’ll make a prey out of someone else

i am the wretched form of myself
i am the pathetic crying whelp
i am the wimp the one to give in
but now i want revenge

I’ll never be good enough
I’ll never rise above
get away from me
you're not helping
you're only crippling me

to think i once believe
put faith in humans
you all are weak
i don't want you
you all are disgusting
when i fell
who caused my screams?
when i was hurt
whose pain could i not be released
that when i had hope
but from you now i want nothing

I’ll never be good enough
I’ll never rise above
get away from me
you're not helping
you're only crippling me

i have become numb to the cold
i have found new life of untold
i have found strength to break from
your hold
i am no longer your to control

i rise from the ashes of my thirst
this revenge in my rebirth